Mental State...

My mental state seems to have been deteriorating rapidly for the last 2 weeks. I hate to put myself out here like this, but it seems that I can't really find the answer anywhere else. I can't really explain it in great detail, but it involves all facets of my life, both personal and professional. I can't complain to my friends, because they are all going through the same thing. I seem to find solace in anything at the moment. I miss home very, very much. The SO is supportive as she can be over the phone, and my friends here try and support me as much as they can, and I can't really talk to my family about it, as they wouldn't really be able to do much. I am not suicidal, as I don't have the desire to kill myself, thats a permenant solution to a temporary problem. I am suceptible to bouts of severe depression, I have been my whole life, I always bounce back eventually. I don't have the attention span to be depressed for very long.

I was off for most of this weekend, and spent it in Seattle. This is one of my favorite places on Earth, and it was ebb and flow most of the weekend. This too shall pass, like all other things. I will get over this. More to follow, better posts to follow.

Also, to top it off, I'm getting sick, again. This will be the 4th time in 2 months. normally I get sick maybe once every 18 months. This whole day has sucked.